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Bad Day~~Wierd Day~~War Season~~

Today~the day dated 15 Nov, meaning holiday is around the corner.
This morning heards about the results of class shuffling, heard i'm going to 5S4 next year,
but also heard that i'm in 5S2. Nah...confused

Mesyuarat Agung for next year clubs was held today. Quite a waste of time these things..
Badminton club was STUFFED, really popular and its number of members are still increasing.
Pancaragam slightly less people went today, probably most at home.
English society, poof~those peeps went to other clubs already, such as Leo. ><
Maybe because of it, i got president post in English, among those form 4 sastera dudes =="

Home and maple, tought it was gonna be a peacefull day.
But who knows, people show their true colours in game.
War broke out between me and an EX friend during training.
Pro eh? Noobs? Now to me ur nothing left. Gameover.!

DOOMED!!!

Slacked TOO MUCH!!!

WAY TOO MUCH!!!

Nex year dunno where i fly already,

half of me is expecting kicking out of science class,

other half is trying grapple S2. Irony...

Heh, CheBioPhyAddmathsmodernmaths failure. ==".....

一失足成千古恨，再怨也无作用。

I missed my chance, sad for few days, back on the road.

Can't believe wht i saw, ppl unsatisfied with what they get.

Just accept it, good or not, its still your responsibility.

5 years? 4 years? 3 years? 2 years? few months?

It depends on your potential, not how long u are on the board.

Say all ur effort did ended in naught, what about mine?

I could bet i pour more effort into mine.

So we all see now, what is your true intentions as u forcefully carry that responsibilty.

无言的离别

放不下，也放下了。。。

伤心了，也伤够了。。。

流眼泪，也流干了。。。

为何上天还要把我那悲伤难过的回忆勾起？

放下了，原谅了，面对现实了，

但为何要我面对她呢??

逃避着，逃过了，已不再回头，

但为何要逼我回头呢??

3893，忘了这号马的存在，忽然在这个午夜，

来了短讯，以前是期待的短讯，现便成了避忌的短讯。

我无言得对着电话。。要删除，却无法下手。。

想要答复，却无法把简单的“再见”送出去

躲避了，也躲不了。。如何才是彻底解决方法。。

彻底的忘记，你是我唯一当是姐姐的人。。

My last chance before 2010 ditch me

2 weeks later, final exam excel,

No idea i should be thankful or not,

coz its gonna affect next year class.

Teacher says this in our face

"Andrew , xxx, xxx, xxx...."

"Kamu = tahi "

Next year, if i am gonna be in her class again,

how shit it will become...

During the pmr periods, skipped some class

at home chiong Grandia (ps2 game ==")

Story line made me realise something, altough not releven,

and i think its time to get my wings and let go...

pick up the shit and shove it in teacher's face. hah..

2nd of October

2nd of October, time flies faster than light
2nd of October, exams is finally over
2nd of October, its coming to its end soon
2nd of October, 3rd is coming soon
2nd of October, I posted a silly post
2nd of October, LIVE DA GGNESS!!

Smile

Memories of when i first met you,

your smile, a glint of hope and warmth it brings,

a smile, which turn sadness into joy you see

prove of a jovial persona , a rumour it is not.

The smil was carved, in the heart and mind

(Thx to Joanna for fixing the original version into this XD)

Upgraded my blog without ruining it. phew....

heard that there was a script to enable "like in blog",

despo want to try, so paid off RM5 to go online,

coz stupid digi broadband keep show ERROR.

Surf from Joanna's blog to Chang Ung Yee's blog,

then found the link to the script.

Thx god i did it smoothly, without any damage caused.

Thats all for today, Ciaos!

Geoglyphs

Thursday morning, i woke up from my dream, infact a weird dream.

I had a dream about geoglyphs, or nazca lines.. Anyone heard of this before?

well ok here comes,

I dreamt that i was in a resort, where everyone was there too,

my classmates, my friends, everyone was having a great vacation.

Then when the night comes, the sky turned from velvet red to purple...

then i saw geoglyphs appearing everywhere in the resort...

altough nothing scary happended, but its a weird dream,

freaky dun cha think? Infact those geoglyphs i dreamt about really do

EXIST!!

Here's some photos about these things.

FlashBack of Events

Hehe, been lazy for quite ahwhile,

mpp over for almost 2weeks baru started writing blog, haiz...

not gonna elaborate about it tough, juz gonna share some photos from my lame camera.

hah.....i got more to share but i forgot about it already. hehe,

so i think its time to say BYE BYE!!! XD

Your Past May not Be the Same As Everybody's Past

the following post is typed based on my life my stories,

if u do not wish to proceed the "X" button is always available

at ur comp's top right. NO OFFENCE

My past, my history, the path i walked through

its part of me, part of my world, part of my life,

but yes, its still past tense, its history,

Now i see it as a photo album which i treasure.

Well i already let go what i should let go,

but sadly in everyone's eyes,

i'm still holding onto it.

Gosh....outdated lah guys

Why is it so hard to forgive?

People around me only know to say i'm "small gas"

But before u say that, why duncha try to understand

the factor that caused it.

Lemme ask u a question,

if someone who 得罪 you for years, okay approx 6 years in ur life and never stops,

hurted u over and over again.

Tell me, can u easily forgive that person?

If u were in my shoes, i dare bet, u wouldn't want to forgive him

If u were in school, if u were in my class,

u can see how it is, why i hate it so much.

So, a little sadist and childish acts won't hurt,

thats how i realese tension and enjoy my life.

I don't mind ppl commenting,

but at least,

pls understand the situation first,

don't think past is still the present,

Time flies, people change

i dun dare say that i changed alot,

but at least, i'm not similar like my past.

maybe u think i'm over reacting sometimes,

dramatic life eh? well thats u guy's surface opinion.

Theres alot more things to rant but i prefer to save the crap,

coz my blog is piling up like craps in a bin.

Ciaos, nex blog may be after this week.

Piano and Guitar...which can express feelings more efficiently?

I have a guitar but u can consider it as crap already,

coz i put it at a corner and i hardly can play any tunes.

Well i always wanted to play the piano,

with my favourite tune,

Oooo....thats wonderfull if i can do so,

but well, i'm juz a prefect not a perfect,

can't do so many tasks at once.

During Pjk recently, had arguement with Ms J,

No offence, but why do ppl like to describe me as

"no/low anger management" or "easily angered by verbel"

Why dun u take some time and THINK!

What is the factor that made me angry?

Think about it FIRST before u COMMENT!

Then recieved some msg in Facebook,

some apology frm those peeps in class,

Guess wht? I had no response at all.

Apologize are crap when u are gonna repeat it,

U wan forgiveness? it takes time to prove it.

Mpp is around the corner but funds aint enough,

I'm the last one who still have a record of no sponsers,

hoping can get by monday. ><"

3 in 1

One by one, take it easy...

Music Fest+7K~

Music fest was a total disappointment, hearing the school band playing "touch the sun"

make me felt both angry and sad.

7K Almost late upon reaching, then run run run, walk walk walk....

all of a sudden abdomen pain..oofff, anyway still manage to run back to sutera.

Project runway~

Nice work, i can see those designers put in alot effort in their designs,

thx clarice for free ticket, thx god for making me bring my camera on that day.

After Class go see see then transform become photographer,

too bad freaking camera low battery forced to turn off the flash,

regreted it somehow. =="

Surprised to see Delph and friends enter, not bad eh, self design and model,

here are some handpicked photos frm my camera.

It makes me happy to see her smile

It makes me happy to hear her voice

Busy life includes Anger, Hate, Sadness.....

No idea why i felt these 3 types of feelings at the same time everyday,

perhaps i'm going psycho, lolz

better not. =="

Lotsa events such as badminton competition, Hari Koperasi,

and today the Hari Gemilang,

i gotta say i felt mad at the ppl who suggested to rent an external air-con

coz i felt they pilih kasih, why?

No offence, but 7A and 7A1B,

juz a diffrence, juz an extra subject, does it make such a diffrent between us?

juz a "B" in our pmr, diffrents that much???

we work our ass off for it man!!!

juz felt like when we get A, the school more bangga then us,

macam they got A in exam,

when fail to achieve their expectations, in their eyes we are like failures,

terus disisihkan.

How unfair this world had become??

Coming up theres the Music Fest and 7k, both on the same day.

Didn't plan to go this year, din buy tickets or whatsoever related to it,

then today sis texted me, ask me come (mean ask me help buy tickets)

reluctant to go but still texted back "ok"

Hope this year Music Fest will be better than last year.

Argh....why time passes so quickly??

I'm not ready for the last exam!!

I'm not ready for 2011!!!

I don't want time to flow foward!!!

Hit the rewind button!!!

to the time when we haven't met each other,

to the year before i stepped into form1.

Tumblr?

Recently got myself into tumblr,

how should we read it???

Tum-Blur?

Tum-Blir?

Lolz?

At first i found it was quite hard to catch up all those customizing,

but after learning some basics,

nothing is impossible. XD

fortunately i didn't mess up the HTML settings like my blogger.

Anyhow if ur intrested to check mine, go ahead.

http://www.syaoranlovesakura.tumblr.com/

Flip Back The Pages Of Memoirs

Alot of things happened this year,

great things, bad things, sad things...

i already lost count..

Flipped back the dairy,

reminds me about someone i cared alot,

from how we met, how we get close to each other,

walked me through my pmr

and not long after it...

our friendship broke.

everything in only 8months.

Now, its another 8months has passed,

is it history repeating itself?

or its my mistake for forgetting what had happened,

what I've gone through ,

what i've seen from my blinded eyes..

No, i'm not pushing the blame to anyone,

yet making mistakes again, but unable to change it,

Trust...

is something i can't remove from myself,

True Friendship...

is something i am searching all this while..

yet i am always stepping on the line of limitations..

I admit i'm the kinda childish,

the annoying and irritating guy,

if what i shared,

what u heard,

is too much as a friend,

then i think its time for me to back off.

Thx for everything in this 8months.

I'm so broken

heya, anyone can gv me some energy packs? (not mafia wars those)

i need it urgently coz my energy is running really really low

and i can't really on solar energy anymore. lolz?

i really want to revert back to the old days,

no computer, no cell phones, no facebook....

trust nothing except myself (thats kinda weird)

haha, thats my old "nerdy" type i suppose...

now, u can see me online everyday,

obviously not studying

wonder how i got 7A like this,

Altough wht T.Dazye said was mean,

but she was right,

"tak layak"

once i read this~ if u can't be a pure int mage, be a pure luck sin,

but i prefer, low luck mage, lol....too much gaming....

What a DAy! Felt angry whole day for no reasons!!

Exams paper coming back and its another hectic moment,

not because of the bad results,

its because of the kiasu ppl in class,

paper in hand, ppl ask him something not related to exam,

guess what he say? yes ! its his favourite lame quote.

“我很差”

Eh, very sienz de leh,

Tiap-tiap hari also like that,

I dun need u to act humble infront of me or everyone when u are juz so arrogant.

Very want to shout it out infront of him "SHUT UP NOOB!!!"

He hopes that BC S1 all fail...dream on,

He thinks that S1 surely all get full marks for all papers,

Very 矛盾 lor, behind say they noob lagi tu.

U think they dun know u say like this,

but i know and u keep stuffing me with ur lame'o whining,

AND I'M PISSED!

Go Tsung Tsin lah, if u so hate S2

as what u said there no "pro" or "noob" class, thats the ideal place for u!!

Still in SMK LOK YUK then juz respect it lah!!

Teachers noob ah? U NOOB LAH!

Want to talk bad about ppl but scared that ppl know ur doings

Dun wan ppl know then dun say lah,

莫要人不知，除非己莫为。

If one day i really can't take it anymore,

ur dead.

Everything u said is still in memory bank,

but everything u say is wiped off after u say and deny it later,

did it on purpose? yes.

Deny it? Coz ur a double headed snake.

Dun worry, u can't bite me,

coz u are a noob snake,

if u do bite me, get ready to get backfired.

Nexi (means next~learnt this from tuition)

Found a post on lulubell's FB,

Dunno referring to who this time,

making me more piss,

"bodoh punya manusia...tw lh pangkat kw tinggi sangat...pandai jh comen orang...lau kw pandai sangat alang2 kw seorang lh buat 2 majilis...npa jua mau panggil kita tolong...bodoh...cam tai jh..sdh lh PENDEK...tak sedar diri lg.."

Hmm....who he is referring to?....thinking...this guy never learn don't he??

Phew....

Upon reaching my 50th post,

i decided to make over my blog appearance,

too bad, i ruin it again,

this time changes cannot be reverted,

so, whats done is done.

make new one lo.

So this is it, back to square one.

the black and dull blogskin,

without the oversized prefects photo this time,

So i wanna make a poll here,

who wanna me put that oversized photoback?? XD

Whole new list crap

okies...regained myself back again,

juz taking a peek back at my previous weakness,

i posted it coz i'm not scared of letting u know it. XD

but dun use it to make fun of me.

1. unable to resist games!! (obviously)

2. amnesia (caused alot of trouble)

3. love to sleep (worst prob in class)

4. anti social sometimes (now no more)

~caused by emo, but actually not even emo, juz membesar2 the thing only i guess

now emo no more!! byes!!

5. lack of self confidence

~u may think i'm quite confident in doing things but i'm not that confidence sometimes,

even simple thing also think over and over and digging up memories to find prove, why?

juz to find proof to convince myself its right. lolz

thats all..i guess...no comments, juz random want to type this out only. As a reminder to myself perhaps?

Mothers Day Outing.

Well nothing special,

went out for breakfast,

then go 1B watch Ironman,

then stroll around 1B b4 going home,

met yenyen and winnee there,

then kena yenyen sindir,

say me at 1B pakto.

swt =="

then went to PC fair stroll around,

check out laptops and pendrives, lol.

Siao today rain so heavy untill almost everywhere i went also flood.

Luckly own house no flood =="

sienz...exam till wan crazy liao, keep sleep during exam.

prefer they mix the subjects rather than same subject all day

(exp: day xx chemist 2&3, day xx Bio 2&3)

ppl tomorrow last day exam i still need exam untill wednesday...

this is what u get when u involve urself in extra activities,

but no regrets, lolz.

Man...u really took ur sweet time,

i rather u shout it right into my face dude,

ngam ngam now 12am,

changed FB name back to normal,

"His" era now ends,

its time for me to get back what i lost,

私は私が失った確実にもの、戻る!!!

The Imperfection of Life

"Life is never perfect but its not crap also"

Well that's what i have in mind few months ago...

But now, i realise, crappy or not, it all depends on yourself,

and i found out that..

i made mine crappy to the max.

Gaining something is valuable,

But losing something is unreplaceable.

Everytime i speak, i will think few times before i spit my words out,

If i didn't do so, Disaster comes...

Everytime i wanted to say something to u,

i will hold it back,

Not because i'm afraid of the results,

Its because i already know the results

and i dun wanna cause any problem after saying it,

but sometimes,

it really hurts to keep it inside..

Regarding the class shuffling,

True or not,

I dunno,

What i know is i started to hate S2, Start to hate everything ....

Ome phenomena perhaps...

Dropout or not,

I dun care anymore....

Coz i lost something, something i lost long time ago.

and it can't be replaced.

If I said something or do something that hurt ur feelings,

I'm truly sorry and i regret it,

Drama Competition

Months of practicing and finally...it had to come to an end...

Drama competition was held at LaSalle,

Head there by bus frm school,

then kena kuarantin inside a lab.

Felt like no stress...

Then when our turn to go on stage,

stress betul...

every word our fellow comrades says were all into our brains,

and trying not to mess the drama up when its our part.

I was watching at my watch...oh no...we might go overtime...

But then all ended fine.

After that, we are free to go home, but most of us choosed to stay.

LaSalle and PPM performed excellently.

Well...u might already know who won the drama by now,

1st place LaSalle

2nd place Konvent

3rd SMKLOKYUK

Phew...that was great!!!

We defeated AllSaints

And won the best actress and actor post also.

Not bad.

Everyone did great in their part!

Congratulation everyone!!

Alot lot lot more to go...

Sorry for not updating my blogs coz recently was feeling very very very down. K so i'll start now.

~~Prefects camp~~

This year de prefects camp was more fun than last year, XD

but lack the strictness that a "kem kepimpinan should hv" (lolz)

1st day heavy downpour causes most of the tent soaked, then our group was ask to help the teachers set up the tents (LOLZ!! Syok la other ppl, no need do ).

Brg amanah was like every year also got the group flag, and this year an egg (=.=")

1st dinner gave Chin Kah Jun a WTH reaction,haha. he can't eat beef coz he buddist, so am i, but acc eat le can't do anything liao, lolz (quite tasty also XD)

then got a very boring slot called the agama thingy after dinner (DAMN boring fer buddist)

2nd day woke up on time,

Bryan's Group de egg kena rampas last night so kena punish early morning, poor thing

(skip those unimportant things)

Afternoon went "Jalan2" up to the bukit nearby (long journey)

new brg amanah !! Ballloon, luckly this year the balloon din explode. haha

went up the bukit, was gaven some tasked,

then OMG!!!

WE FORGOT TO REMIND THE JUNIORS NOT TO TRUST THE TEACHERS!!!

At the end kena sudah...flag kena rampas...haiz...if i wasn't holding the egg, i would take the flag to keep also RAWR!!! At end still gv back but with punishment...=="

Best part of the camp this year,

MALAM KEBUDAYAAN!!!

Everything was great, especially GRANNY!!!

GRANNY GAGA!!!! AKA MELODY

Everyone was 100% cheering, no one sleeping le. XD

My group eh?

Well at first they planned to sing a song "Sejahtera Malaysia"

Then those juniors came up with an act,

Then i was tagged along. lolz....to soi betul

3rd day got some activities but too bad i cannot participate in all of it (the swimmin de)

All of the group member all keep asking me go try but i already say i can't swim.

Then i say again firmly that i won't go into the water, then all change expression.

(If i say dun wan then dun wan la, teacher also say le if cannot then can dun go into water, gud also mah, i take care of the brg amanah)

Overall the camp was quite fun, juz spoiled by the *Ahem* teacher

Fuyoh!!!

Fuyoh!!!

Do u think i'm really that dumb???

That Guy

today asked me this freaking nub question

"Did u do the presentation?"

I was pissed straight away and ask him back.

"Did U expected me not to do it?"

C'mon lah, i accepted ur Freaking Nub Challenge already,

Dun think u are the only one who can stand up to challanges,

Dun think u are the group leader than u are damn great

He later still ask those nubbish question,

did i include this and that.

I was already not feeeling well and if i snapped,

he will be really dead.

Later somemore wan me email him my presentation

to see is there any space improvement,

Go to hell lah u,

Coz u insisted to do the presentation on manila or wht paper is that....

I juz say ok, coz ur the leader,

and what happened???

Everything like shit!

My art was better than urs and still wan argue,

Simple yet awsome presentation,

Then u came adding ur so called "improvement"

Then the whole thing become like SHIT!

After these things happened, do u think that i would let u touch my presentation???

If i handed it to u,

All u do is do some changes and tell teacher it is YOURS.

ZZzzz, am i so nub to u?

Phew....Friday saturday, and sunday

~~Friday~~

OMG!!!, debate is around the clock and we are still like shyt...

Stephen was over nervous and i was the one keep kena his "teachings" on how to read smoothly

When the time comes,

we were going againts Awhuiyen, Kimberly, Winnee and MElody.

At 1st heard about they were about to resign frm it,

then i was like "WTH????!!!"

I would rather lose after facing them but not win by default.

Argh!!

Fortunately they didn't resign after all, phew

then our debate was delayed to gv them some time to prepare(got some time to calm down a bit liao XD)

So again the time came,

Went into bilik tayangan again

Sat at the chair again,

and unexplainable feeling,

cold perhaps...

(psps i dun wan talk about the whole debate process liao ,skip it)

and finally we lost,

lolz.....

after that sat behind watch the last group of the day, form3

I was really impressed sometimes,

they participated it without any pressure of wining and losing

can be observed from the 自由辨 section,

they will gv out any answers as long it can be used

(coz no one ever think about the facts anyway, i think....)

After everything ended, T. Alex announced that Aw,K,W,M are going against Fiona.

Haha, see Winnee faint XDD, then go gratz them. lolz..

Haha, lost but feeling happy, wad happened???

~~Saturday~~

Earth Hour

Went to Tanjung lipat at night picnic, lolz

go there with friends to waste time,

as the time came (8pm or 8.30pm start earth hour i dunno lah)

I can tell that 80% of those residential areas didn't turn of their lights

Anyway i didn't off all the lights myself too, lolz

rushing out and my mum left her phone at home. zzz

~~Sunday~~

Nothing available

Another post from my daily life

Back to school after absent for 2 days+4days of holidays.

Today i finally knew the date for the prefects camp,

gonna be held next month 8(Thurs)~10(Sat)

I was looking forward the camp since last month but didn't realise time passes this quick.

Juz that today heard Evly said that they are discussing with the teachers to bring forward

the pelantikan of the trails prefect,

i wonder why the pelantikan should be bring forward for this camp..

Since Elvy also said that those who didn't participate in the camp will have to bertugas in school

like usual,

So i had this in mind...

Why don't those trail prefects, stay in school instead of going to camp,

this will lighten the load of other prefects when carrying out duties.

This will also be an experience for them.

Well....thats what i think, but it maybe a stupid thinking.lolz

Okay...prefects things over, now gossips again. XD

~~~

Our fren, u know who lah...

was whining over the loss at UMS

saying the judge was a lousy one (WTH)

keep saying that 正方should be the winner becoz they are much better than 反方

The points that he pointed out~

1)Our 主辩 should get 0marks instead of giving 3marks(coz cannot gv 0marks)

2)Their have more points and their performance are better than 反方

Since u are so unsatisfied with the results,

u should appeal to the judge on that very day (but its pretty useless coz judges decission is final)

instead if whining after the debate

and the judge voiced out his comments already,

u should accept it,

Winning or losing isn't that important actually,

Main point is u learn frm it

If u are so kiasu,

then better dun participate in anything,

better stay back in your academic competition..

thats all.

I'm such a gossiper. lolz

Chinese Debate WorkShop 2010

*short post*(dunno wan say wad liao)

As u can see frm the title, this workshop is about debates and speaking~~

Saturday and Sunday had to sacrifice about 9hours per day~

they taught us some debating skill~~

watch vids

small debate on the 1st day (20/03/10)

lolz....

slept in late these few days...wan to fall asleep evrytime i had the chance.

coz the place too cold also...brrr

Had some misunderstanding with Stephen also...

then solved by the help of Khee Wei

Thx...

~~21/03/2010~~

Had a REAL debate!!

i was in 反方

the four of us no experience at all~~

then switched peeps in and out,

switched Melody and L.C.Shiang(almost like LZN II) in...

LCS keep asking can i voice up during debate hundreds of time

Discussed alot b4 the debate started...

i was the 第二辨 but it doesn't matter coz they changed the rules abit

after 主辩 then straight into 自由辩论 section~

Then it was time to start(OMG!)

Suddenly felt so cold (coz nervous)

Trembling....

WEll infact we are trembling~

going against 正方 with 2 experienced students in debating really gave me the pressure

Its a battle field there,

everyone was trying to exploit opponents weakness...

ouch.

I would say our team was supported mostly by Melody and LCS...

thx thx thx thx

My heart was pumping about 30000km per hour man~~

At last! it the judge have made a decision~

he told us how he gave the marks and commented on the debate~~

then its time to announce the winner~

正方 accumulated a total marks of 143

and us 反方 not bad for a group of beginners

WE WON!!! WITH 154 MARKS!! WOOHOO!!!!

Nice experience and nice debate it is... phew...

got a free T~shirt for participating in the debate.XD

Its over and the school's chinese debate is juz around the corner(ZOMG!)

HOliday is over too !! WTH!!!!

Now need focus on preparing for the coming debate and schoolworks

Help!! I can't breathe!!!

We need to hv a jadual bertugas at PnK's.

Well, honestly i had this thinking before

"why should we hv jadual bertugas during sports/PNK ~~etc etc"

Then after a year of being a prefect(lolz), observed alot of happenings in school,

now i realised, students are so free to do anything when there isn't a pengawas on duty around.

Especially the school's canteen,

ITS TOTALLY OUTTA CONTROL!!!

Today like usual days of pnk, canteen stuffed with hungry students..all outta control.

They were pushing each other, some innocent students were being pushed around.

From right to left~left to right...lolz

and they were jumping over the fence...lolz

fortunately i managed to buy my food after queueing fer approx 15mins(coz i was looking at my watch)

I was trying to enjoy my food after getting squeezed

upon finishing my food,

all the students suddenly got so excited, like something was going on,

so i went to check what happened,

A girl was pushed out of the line and was hurt frm all those pushing and she was crying~~

yet those peeps thinks its something fun to watch and yell about.

I was already behtahan with the canteen out of control, and this happened.

I was so pissed that i go tegur all off them at the top of my voice~~

Check this out, i yelled it out "semua diam!!!!"

and yet....

OMGEEEE....

where's my voice!!!!

overwhelmed by all those students~~

1 peep versus about 50~60 students????

Obviously i'm not as good as elvi when it comes to voice

Some prefects were juz sitting and watching the show...

really "佩服" they can tahan....or rather say they din even wan to stop those students

even if they were on duty (i wun mention the names XD)

I believe majority of the prefects wouldn't want a jadual bertugas fer their Pnk days...

but,

Don't you feel sick of this kind of situation that u face everytime of ur Pnk recess?

Don't u feel pissed when u are queueing up to buy something and peeps start to jump queu?

Don't u feel annoyed to get pushed around ?

~~Random Randomly Randomness~~

~some post juz to post fer fun out of boringness or rather i wan call it as sienz....lolz~~

Recently heard alot of gossips about me...lolz. dun care anyway real or not. lolz

And now then i realise that i really suck in the 3 science subject...lolz...really need make some changes to it...lolz...what i'm talking about????

Things that i really need to change or improve~~

> my emoness!!!

> my language!!!

> my Speechlessness!!! lolz

> my social interact between peeps!!! (do i need to change this????)

> my direction??? lolz????

~~ignore what i juz said, juz simply type out of boredness~~

Gud luck To all EX form 5s on Thursday !!!

Bless!!!!

Another Random Thingy From a Random day

During Tuesday our English teacher asked us to create a killing statement for the oral on Thursday, meaning the question will be randomly picked by students and they have to answer it right on the spot. So i made this statement:

Students Should Not Be Obsessed
In Boy~Girl Relationship, Disagree
(Meaning that the unlucky person need to say that he agrees that student should be obsessed...lolz)

So the day came, peeps going infront and got shock one after another
So it was Our Yik哥's turn. or some prefer to call him Edward. lolz

Okay, he was unlucky to get my question...
it took some time for him to figure an answer and he was standing there like he can't do it
So some peeps keep asking me to ask our teacher to change my statement to agree form.
Wth lah...if its so hard fer him the teacher will change it liao lah.

What gets on my nerves is that guy, he also keep asking me to change it...
i was reluctant to do so because it was my creation and then u know wht he did again...

His style of merajuk(some sort like that)
“算了”

Wad the hell, u said its easy urself de lol!!
So i think its not too hard fer others to handle.
but now u keep asking to change it,
Don't u think its insulting Hui if i go ask the teacher to change it to agree form???
Like doing it out of sympathy him

If i was the one standing in hui's place,
I would bet he wouldn't ask the statement to be changed.

~~~~~~~~~~~

Another thing about something frm an acidic guy, Not the peep i used to mention in my blogs

Juz wanna realese some tense~~lolz~~this is frm FB

IF u think my comments affected ur daily lives, then i'm sorry

If u think that i shouldn't answer peeps qeustion that made u uneasy, then i'm sorry

If u think my comments will affect ur reputation in the eye of the girl u like....

THEN I FEEL SORRY FOR U!!!!

PATHETIC BEING

生是Block D的人~死是Block D的鬼. LOLz

Yeah!!! new jadual means going to new comittees.
Thiz time finally got myself in peronda (mon~wed)!! hahaha
Longed for this fer a loooong time.

And surprisingly i'm still in Block D(Thurs~Fri)Whee~~
haha, wednesday juz told yenyen i maybe still in Block D,
Haha!!
Bullseye!
Still in Block D.
Proven i got 5.5 sense(Not 6 sense XP)

Loving u is something i cannot tell u

Love is such a devastating thing that made me such a coward...
wanted to say but don't have to courage to do it
have the courage to take actions
but...
sure got something that came around and screww it up

Its been so long already...
but i can't...
too afraid maybe....

Zomg!!! The stupediest THING I EVER DONE!!

Wth??? why i go use the interact CNY and Valentine Gifting To give her a Gift??!?!?!?! WTH!!!! Why did i did it???? OH NO!!!

ZOMG!!! WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO!!!!! sTUPID STUPID ME!!!

Yam Cha!!!!! XDDD

Yesterday went to YoyO damai fer yamcha with
Miy, Peijun, YenYen and Eileen.

5 people only. But not bad ah, still got a lot to talk about especially the hottest topic in my blog, XD

Now what i wanted to type alread~~~Forgot~~
Maybe too long din blog. lolz.

LAter on went home and nothing to do and eventually on the comp and play maple,
and as miy said, i really need a life.

Later on realise that we both need a life, coz we both nothin do go keep ks ppl.

hahahahahahah

Happy CNY!!! (Late Post)

I cannot play real fire crackers in real world so i juz put it here





(This looks Familiar right??? haha XD)

Chau Ah gua!!!!

That KCB so damn melampau!!!
He thinks he can go on Fb and scold ppl there!!!??
Shyt!!! u ass hole!!!
Such Cowardly action!
Elvy said before if u got problems can go see her,
so why he dun??!!!
Instead of going online and misuse faceboook!
SHYT!!!
FEEL LIKE WANT TO PUNCH HIM NOW!!!

I would like to ask all of my readers to 评评理, do u think that this speech is respect or disrespect to his ketua??

" cam tai jh....jan kw fikir kw ialah ajk pengawas kw blh over k....kw cuma seekor anjing jh d dlm mata sy...ada kh orang cuma b'ckp ngan kwn kejap pun tia blh....fuck u lh....sendiri b'ckp dan gayteh2 sama laki blh...pukima btl...tak sedar diri punya bitch....p beli 1 cermin, cermin kn diri sendiri dulu....kw GAGAL o j...d seorang ajk....malang ni sy msk komiti BLOCK D..."

or u would like to go see it yourself

http://www.facebook.com/boon.gaga?ref=ts#!/boon.gaga?v=feed&story_fbid=277612031658

If u think block D is sooooo bad, then juz request to switch lah u noob!!!!
If u think that she's a bitch then u are the ahgua~!!
If u think being a prefect is like a dog~~
THEN JUZ QUIT AND GET YOUR EFFIN FACE OUT OF THIS SCHOOL!!!!

tAK TAU MALU PUNYA AHGUA!!!
U DID WRONG URSELF AND SHE DIN SCOLD U INFRONT OF OTHER PPL ALREADY U AHGUA!!!
GO TELL ELVY AND SEE WHAT SHE TELLS U BACK!!!

I will not forgive such people so memburuk-burukkan other ppl like this!!!!
I will post a new blog once i know the whole story.!!!

Waaaaliao EH!!!!

What on earth had happened????!!!!!
That Guy!!!! suddenly became a PP???!!!!
Wasai!!!
Unbelievable!!!

Ok, so it can't be changed anymore, so juz hv to live with it. lolz

Their PP comittees assigned and he got~~
Perhimpunan Pagi= Jaga Lewat
Rehat Mon~Wed = Kebrsihan
Rehat Thurs~Fri = Block D

Lolz, his jobs quite easy eh.
but he keep grumbling of the time wasted at berkumpul,
but what get on my nerves is he says that jaga lewat waste alot of time!

Even our Ketua and penolong also din grumble of the time wasted there lolz!
If u want to say time is precious, then time is more precious to them lolz
they form 5 eh!!!
U baru form 4!!
They lefy how many months spm,
u hv how long ah???
SHyt!!!
Every time go jaga lewat he will act like a good student, bringin a book to read
Such a HYPOCRITE!!!
talk so good infront of our dear aw hui yen and cheryl,
back in class lain macam already.

All he wants frm being a prefect is the damn peice of sijil.

Cmon, u want something u must pay something in return for your desire,
He toughts that being a prefect no need sacrifice time and classes,
Now he regret already,
coz he gave up his chance during last year.
He's not a prefect and he got 7A1B
i'm a prefect and i got 7A1B,
so now he damn regret.

More worst, he dreams that he can be a penolong ketua committee next year,
Such a day dreamer, he thinks thats something easy to achieve.
If so easy this year i already a penolong lolz.

and i would bet, he will resign next year.

Argh!!! 31st Jan!!!! ZomG!!!!!!

today its the last day of the month means...i wasted one month time already.. Shit...currently doing my history notes.lols

Yesterday sports in stadium is a total waste of time for us who did not have any acara. Half day gone!!
Everything piled up...i admit i'm lazy..coz no motivation..lols. Always emo too, except in school coz i hide it away.

Last night had some text with miy and zomg!! She's also an ex SJKC LOKYUK student. Last time din realise her. Haha. Talk talk talk then made me think back to my past and i counted...1years..2years..and lols, already 2 and a half year since i started *ahem*...still can't catch up! Argh! After form 5 all gone! Need to act fast!! Wait a minute..am i yelling to my self??lols

Well..finally made up my mind to take est instead of kc. That stephen guy no direction at all, sometimes say take kc sometimes say take est, then say both also dun take. And lols, that day he saw me take est then he say give it a try. Lols
Memang Zha Dao. And i agree with what winnee said in her recent blog. loolz

Thursday been fooled by Elvy. Lols. She keep convincing me that she's gonna change school the next day. ==". At first i 50% believe, then i kena her trick. Lols.

Two months till march! yea!! Or i should be sad coz time flies?? No idea.

Too much things bottled up gonna make me crazy! Need some place to scream it out!! But not here. Haha..wan say what eh? Erm.....
Too boring lah like this...argh!
I want shout it out!

I LOVE...ICECREAMS?
"I SCREAM ??"
haha, lolipop not bad too eh. As long it's candies coz it is sweet. lols..going psycho. Talking rubbish...to end this blog, gonna end it with my favourite quote on fb.
Clare and miy sure say its emo quote. Lol i guess..

"I want to be together with the person who I love.. With such a simple dream unable to be fulfilled, we go our separate ways here..."

ain't it a bit emo?haha

23rd Jan!!! Pain in The Legs!!! Owh.....

Yesterday was our school's anual larian kecergasan(i prefer to call it merentas jalan)
lolz

Shouldn't had sprinted from the start. =="
now leg pain. lolz

Unbelievable JOanna came to stalk me!!! yikes!!!
Expected her to do that but din expect when. F7....

Yea!!! YongPuiJun, Karen, Karin (dan lain2, lazy type) also came togethe!!!
Yea!!! Long time no seee!!!!!

Typing Rubbish...lolz

Siao!!!

~~This Time its about someone we know very well,
if u are smart enough, u will know who i referring to. -_-"~~

I dun understand why....some people are juz so weird,
They Hate the Top Students (Coz he says they look down on him)
and he Despises the lower class students. =="
LolZ.
Isn't He juz they same as the people's that he say who look down on him??

Keep Grumbling about the unfairness ,
and hates To Socialize with lower academic achievments friends,
His reason is
"if u mix with them u will become noob like them"
=="'
lolZ.

He also keep complaining about the diffrents of
our 4S2 subject teachers and 4S1 sub. teachers.
He considers that our sub. teachers are not good
and says some teacher to be
"Noob"
when the teacher is late
or din return our essays after a few days.

Eh!!! Very Behtahan Eh!!!
Keep Talking Those Rubbish,
C'mon lah!!!
Being in S1 doesn't mean u are pro,
Being in S2 doesn't mean u noob.
Its still under the same category what. Science Class!!!!
No matter how good the teacher is,
if u don't put in effort,
its useless even if u are taught by the worlds best teachers!!!

Damn Hate it when i wan borrow his exercise books for refrence or something,
first thing came out frm his mouth is
"Dun Copy eh, do urself lah."
And u know wht happen later...
HE BORROWED IT TO OTHER PEOPLE WITHOUT ANY COMMENTS!!!
WHAT THE HECK!!!
Last Thursday i want to borrow his chinese to hv a look
coz i forgot the homework's title.
He said that line again!!!
WTf!!!
So damn hurt ok!!!!
U think i wan to borrow ur notes/homework semata-mata wan copy it????
I still have my dignity, my own pride!!!!
i dun need to copy ur things!!!!
U think i'm what? slackers that copies all answers????
KNS LAH!!!
I get into S2 is based on my own ok!!!
Not That i wan to get arrogant or what,

(since he plays maple so i use maple term in this)
U NO NEED TO ENVY AND CURSE THOSE PURE INT PEOPLES!!!!
IF U NOT PURE INT IF U SHUT UP IT WILL BE MUCH
BETTER THAN BEING A NOOB THAT ALWAYS WHINING
ABOUT THE UNFAIRNESS
THAT MADE U CANNOT GET INTO S1 SO JUZ SHUT UP!!!
NO MATTER HOW HARD U TRY ALSO SAME!!!
PHAIL!!!! U NOOB!!!
U KNOW URSELF THAT U STUDIED HARD
BUT STILL CANNOT GET STRAIGHT A's
MEANING U NOOB!!!
REMEMBER YOUR OWN ORIGIN LAH!!
YOU CAME FROM 1C3,
SO JUZ STOP ACTING LIKE U ARE
ONE OF THE ELITES FRM THE VERY BEGINNING
I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR WHINNING ABOUT
YOUR UPSR GOTTEN 3A's ONLY!!!
ITS ALREADY AN UNCHANGEBLE FACT!!!!
AND ITS ALSO UNCHANGEBLE THAT YOU ARE IN S2
EVEN THE STRAIGHT A's ACHIEVERS IN OUR CLASS
DIN SAY A WORD YET !!!

SEE THE DIFFRENTS LAH U NOOB!!!
I DIN STUDY MUCH FOR MY PMR LOL
THIS IS PURE INT ALTOUGH MY INT NOT AS HIGH AS
MELODY, WINNEE AND OTHERS STRAIGHT A'S ACHIEVERS.
I STILL SMS ALL DAY EVEN IN SCHOOL B4
EXAMS START!!! I ALSO SPEECHLESSS MYSELF!!!
REALLY HARD TO KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO HIM
(ok, thats enough for my CAPITAL letters section)

And 1 thing i also very behtahan is he calls those maplers
NOOB.
When i nothing to do go find him chat, when chat about maple he straight say
"dun talk about maple eh, only noob people plays that"
Offended me when he says that.
But then when he talks maple with other people,
he can pause the topic when class start and continue later.
BehSong!!
What u think i will feel???
Makes me feel like i'm a noob that u dun wan to talk to.

~~Emo'ish section~~

I wonder...
if i got straight A's and enrolled in 4S1,
will this friendship break???
Becoz of his stupid thinking???

He fights on with his hate in his heart,
cursing everyone who is better than himself,
But i only fight on with what???
The emptiness and DArkness in my heart perhaps?
Or maybe with the "Sakura Hime" in my heart....
no idea....feel emo but dunno how to fully express it....

~~No Title~~juz for fun, juz a short post for fun.

~Prediction of events that probally will happen if i'm not a prefect since 2008 trail~
=din quit the school band's performance in KL for the national day
=remain using the 4th bass drum
=dropped to 3c2 maybe
=straight B's in pmr maybe
=more lazier then ever
=din get to know Chang, Joanna, Miy, Yvette, Yong Pei Jun, Dan banyak lagi
=Won't Start Blogging
=Won't get rejected
=Sent to the Pejabat Guru coz din do homework(LOL)
=Won't Play maple..lolz


~Events that happen when i'm a prefect since last year~
2008
=get to know Joanna, Miy, Yvette, Yong Pei Jun, Dan banyak lagi
=Met Chang a few times outside of school (more details in my dairy, too bad u can't read it. XP)
=Got the chance to go camp!! yipppeeee!!! lolzl
=Met WanG Choon Ying, Enoch Wong Chen Lik(i know his name isn't spelled like this)
=and get stuck....
=and get rejected
=attended the MPP
=blah blah blah....
=play maple..lolz
=had fun on maple...lolzl

2009
=restart as BEGINNER IN BAND!!! ARGH!!! F5

So To SOI !!!!

Went to popular juz now, so many peeps there, especially form4 peoples.
Why i know they are form4 maybe u are wondering that.
Coz they keep saying they need form4 books. LOLZ

Saw some friends there, here comes where the to soi part...
when i was going to pay for the books, my mum said hope got someone we knew and ask them to help us pay, coz the quee is soooooooooo long.
then i saw PeiWen lining up. So i wanted ask her help lah ofcoz.
So paiseh when i saw the line behind her so short. X.X.......

End Story~~

ZOMG!!!! KC????

ZOMG!!!!
DID I DID THE CRAZIEST THING IN MY LIFE???
I TOOK KC EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I SUCK IN CHINESE.

Today we had class in 4S4. Class started at 01.25pm!!
morning sesion ended at 11.40am dude!!!

The only thing i envy 4s4 is...
THEY HAVE A TABLE FULL OF EMMA WATSON!!!! F5 F5 !!!
ARGH!!!

Phew...cooldown.. lolz
continue on main story. XD

Today during KC so sleepy,
but Stephen is so energetic and intrested in every book that teacher tells us.
He wans to finish the 3 books in this year.
Man~~where he get that spirit to charge on like that.

hehe, i got new name too~~粥进红/红进粥
Lolz.

The fourth Day in school

Phew...still cannoot adjust myself to this upperform life.
Afternoon classes already started at the 2nd day of school. TT.
no idea why my maths so freakin weak, felt so down after the add maths class yesterday...
If i hv nothing that can motivate me i surely will sleep till 11am this morning...

Tuitons getting into my schedules and i can't blog as i wish now,
wanna text also dunno wan text with who. haiz.
If i continue like this i will be emo in no time.
then Joanna and Miy will keww me. XP hahahah

This year i'm in English society again(coz i wan to), in badminton club and Like usual the pancaragam(coz i din go write letter to change it. XD)
Met new friends and Zomg!!
sitting beside SAfirin,"suffering" lolz
Rofl. hahah

this year took chinese again, and KC!!!
aowh...dead... dunno how to survive in Science Class already. My math Suucks like hell. lolz

Hope this year can solve the unsolved problem in my heart.
So shocking when Tabitha Asked me something that is quite secret today.
gossipers really are scary. lolz

Well this time till this topic and ends here, bubye. XD

*Take The Chance To wish My Best Friend, Chang Ung Yee Happy 18th BirthDay. Hope That NS ends FAz!! I dun wan spam her Cbox When She not around. XP. No fun. lolz. Haha

I wanna see you again... U gave me the motivation to go on...

i remember once... I asked you "if i killed , what will happen?
You answered me and made me felt i'm foolish.. You said this at that time "if you killed him, you will be in prison and we cannot meet each other again. "

How long that conversation passed sinced that day...but i still remember it clearly...thx...you gave me the motivation i need today...

*long time didn't use my phone to type blogs...hand ache now...

2010 year Hopes and Wishes

Today is the 1st day of 2010!!!
A new year, a new page to fill in.
should i be happy or sad,
somehow i felt nostalgic(correct me if i'm wrong with this term)

~~HOPES~~

> Adbandon my laziness
> Get Great Results in Academic and Co-curiculums
> Hope to rejoin the school band (my skills are rusty already)
> Get a LAPTOP!!!!! ><
> Stay in contact with Chang, Joanna, Miy and...put it simple(loilz) ALL MY OLD FRIENDS!!!!
> Hope to get along well with Melody, Stephanie(i always gotta feeling like i'm a pest or something), kwan lik yuan, well juz put it simple...EVERYONE!!! All my
friends and classmates!!!
* I know some people will think sideways about someone's name up here. ><
> To put my 2009 wish into action, stop holding back.

~~Wish/ Aka Wishlist~~

> Get into 5S1 in 2011, PROVE IT!!! S2 CAN GET INTO S1

* Gonna update this again, its not a complete blog yet

New Year Eve Celebration

Last nite went to someone's house somewhere on a hill, dunno the place name =="
Miy said it will be easy to kidnapp me. LOLZ

Everyone made some foods to share and got TAMBAH LAUK lagi,
Those uncles, they caught a fish out of a pond and killed it alive

EEww....felt pity for that fish, died before newyear.
Haha, there was a doctor there too, Did "bedah siasat" on the fish, but dunno how to remove scales ,hahahah ==" lolz

There was Macroni Chesse(made by my mum), Pork Rendang, Nasi Santan, etc etc,
We had BBQ chicken wings and sausages too, the wind was strong and the fire was getting larger, in the end some chicken wings end up "Negro". XP

Nice view too, the moon was full and there is some fog passing through occasionally.
From there can see the Traffic Jamms. PTU Miy. XD

After eating and i peeped at my phone, OMG...its only 8pm++ and my phone battery indicates LOW!!!! how its gonna last till midnight, i cannot even listen to songs while waiting countdown~~bored

Fortunatly my phone still can sms and it lasted untill countdown.

Texting with Miy and had a drink(wine)
and Miy reminded me to becarefull coz if drunk get "Dolls" then Cham Jor. lolz =.="

then at 11:59:57pm
3...2..1.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Too bad the fireworks looks small, due to our location. >_<"