脑子与心还是无法同步化

放下了，放下了， 这是给一只记得谎言吗？
脑子接受了现实，失败了，心碎了。。
但我心还是无法放下，无法接受啊。。。
怎么办，怎么办。。。
看见她与他在一起时，虽然知道不该吃醋，不该妒忌，
但还是无法阻止那感觉的出现。。
从来都没试过这样的妒忌。。。
也许是我闯出来的祸吧。。
也许是我是真心的爱她。。
也许。。。使我根本就不该出现在彼此的世界里。。
真得好辛苦，好心酸。。。。
谁来解救我阿。。。。@.@

7K

7K, a great activity that brings together friends and families, in a public sunset run.
I definitely felt improvement from myself compared to last year, altough at 1st i wasn't planning to join, but she asked me to accompany her, so i did, in the end i end up running alone. Well perhaps its better coz i can focus on the road. great day, met nicole kong, bryan yeo as well. Looking forward to the next 7K

Project Runway~Fun & Awesome experience

15th July 2pm, models from form3 to 5 gathered at the school hall, prepared from head to foot, in their best created outfit, stormed the runway, including me ofcourse in my kuchiki byakuya form. woots, not to brag but man...i look like the real deal, except for my hair. haha.
Models walk up the runway, giving their best shot.and wow, leeyichen got champion.Guess that the hard work paid off eh.
Oh yea, there is only 3 male models, competing for the best male model award, well quite a bummer, had to let it to stephen, great thing also, at least no whining will be heard. no photos at the moment, will update this soon =)

对不起，请不要伤我的心

你拒绝我，我接受，我能明白。
但你是不能把我对你的感情，对你的那份爱消灭于否认。
我知道你觉得反感了。。我会尽量在你生活圈子里消失。。
默默在我只记得世界凝视着你，我会退后的。。。
你曾说过，我可能还不够了解你，彼此彼此。。
但我真的想真心对你说。。
我
爱
你。。。。