My Feelings

Before 2011 ends i must admit _______

[ ] i think you're awkward
[ ♥ ] i like your profile picture :D
[ ♥ ] you're cute :)
[ ] you're a stranger & that needs to change
[ ♥ ] you're gorgeous :)
[ ♥ ] you're funny
[ ] you're fake! :P
[ ♥ ] i love you ♥
[ ♥ ] i miss you
[ ] you've made me mad before :/
[ ♥ ] you've made me sad before :P
[ ♥ ] you make me smile
[ ♥ ] i would hug you :D
[ ] i strongly dislike you
[ ♥ ] i would marry you not just on fb, but in reality if God allows it
[ ] i laugh at you not with you
[ ] you have no swag
[ ♥ ] i like your swag
[ ] i've blocked you before
[ ] you're weird
[ ] im probably going to block you after i write this
[ ♥ ] i have no clue who you are, because you keep yourself a mystery to me. lol :)

Only time will decide it's flow...

Daisuki anatawa desu...

A day at teh beach~~

I <3 u

A confession before SPM~ 私はあなたに天使が大好きです。。

没有你，我不知现在我是怎样过接下来的九个小时。没有你的鼓励，我不知我会不会带着期待着明天的心情。

朋友都给予了我许许多多的推动力与祝福，但若没有你的一封简单的短讯，没你为我的加油，想必定没有勇气向前看，面对考验。

虽然我不知你知不知你在我心中有多重要，我也不知我在你心中是怎样扮演什么角色，但这都不重要了，因为你给了我勇气，无论结果是喜是悲，也无所谓了。我期待！08/12/2011 将是会是打破沉默的时候！！

私はあなたに天使が大好きです。。

MPP 2011

17th of September 2011, a night where all prefects
relax and have fun,
everyone wore their best attire, including myself.
Guys are stunning in their coats and vests and girls,
my god, they are HOT!!!
Form4 girls are no longer look like Form4 in their dresses,
especially Michelle Marcus, Lim Jia Yen, Kwan Yung Shen and many more.

Altough at 1st hopes weren't high for everyone

when some heard about the food, the small place,

but hey, it wasn't so bad afterall. =)

Form 4 ajks had obviously put in the best they can present.

Performance roll in one after the other.

There was singing and also the ajk performance.

I'm suprised myself of them bringing back Limbo back into dinners like this,

and thats right after we had our dinner.

Annual event of the year,

Prom King and Queen this year is done by selecting 20 random prefects,

10 male and 10 females, pairing up by drawing numbers.

I was one of the lucky ones being selected and i ended up pairing with Angel.

The akwardness when we are required to walk in and do some couple sort of posing.

After some time, one by one each pair walked up to the stage and posed.

My heart thumped against my chest

as it was my 1st time holding a girl by her waist and so closely.

After everyone posed, we returned to our seats and enjoy the following performance.

I managed to record Bryan's performance and i must say,

altough he did not play those pop songs like other did, he is goooD.

Not forgetting the lucky draw part, there was a table,

where almost every one of their ticket numbers being announced.

Really lucky.

Soon, the party had to come to an end and its prize giving time.

Khor won the best attire with his full white theme.

I was usually the one sitting at the back row clapping and cheering.

However i was both shocked and overwhelmed with joy this year,

when announced that I and Angel won Prom King and Queen.

My feelings at that very moment is beyond words for me to explain.

I guess i'll end it here for now.

I'm having a feeling i'm gonna start boring readers by now.

Photos below (taken from my cam as well as from other sources =)

Cya for the next update :)

talking with u sometimes makes me wanna shoot myself. Is this a test? Or a rejection?
And because of that, i started finding other girls who are my friends to talk.

Who am i to u actually? A friend? Or just some passerby in ur life...

歌唱？算了吧

今年的歌唱比赛又来咯，原本是想参与的，可是追后却放弃了。

唉。。。。

到底是没有所需要的勇气呢？还是另有其因?

想唱的歌是谢和旋（应该是打错）的“牵心万苦”

但。。。。唉。。。算了。。。。胆小鬼 =.=

好的事情

好的事情,

真的有好的事情吗？

说该结束了，

但有开始吗？

听着《严爵 好的事情》这首歌时，

脑子里就浮现那些话。。

脑子知道是不该妒忌，不该心痛，也不该往后看，

但，心，始终不轮到我控制。。

十四年，忽略了你的存在，

太迟了，太迟了。。

现在，我们只有在虚拟世界里聊，

在真实生活中，犹如一道墙隔开着

我还能做什么来弥补这一切，

还是这就是人说的 “再错的事见遇上对的人，在对的事见遇上错的人”

每天经过你班，看见你，我的心酸

没看见你，心也有酸溜溜的感觉。。

我真的不知该如何救救我自己

脑子与心还是无法同步化

放下了，放下了， 这是给一只记得谎言吗？
脑子接受了现实，失败了，心碎了。。
但我心还是无法放下，无法接受啊。。。
怎么办，怎么办。。。
看见她与他在一起时，虽然知道不该吃醋，不该妒忌，
但还是无法阻止那感觉的出现。。
从来都没试过这样的妒忌。。。
也许是我闯出来的祸吧。。
也许是我是真心的爱她。。
也许。。。使我根本就不该出现在彼此的世界里。。
真得好辛苦，好心酸。。。。
谁来解救我阿。。。。@.@

7K

7K, a great activity that brings together friends and families, in a public sunset run.
I definitely felt improvement from myself compared to last year, altough at 1st i wasn't planning to join, but she asked me to accompany her, so i did, in the end i end up running alone. Well perhaps its better coz i can focus on the road. great day, met nicole kong, bryan yeo as well. Looking forward to the next 7K

Project Runway~Fun & Awesome experience

15th July 2pm, models from form3 to 5 gathered at the school hall, prepared from head to foot, in their best created outfit, stormed the runway, including me ofcourse in my kuchiki byakuya form. woots, not to brag but man...i look like the real deal, except for my hair. haha.
Models walk up the runway, giving their best shot.and wow, leeyichen got champion.Guess that the hard work paid off eh.
Oh yea, there is only 3 male models, competing for the best male model award, well quite a bummer, had to let it to stephen, great thing also, at least no whining will be heard. no photos at the moment, will update this soon =)

对不起，请不要伤我的心

你拒绝我，我接受，我能明白。
但你是不能把我对你的感情，对你的那份爱消灭于否认。
我知道你觉得反感了。。我会尽量在你生活圈子里消失。。
默默在我只记得世界凝视着你，我会退后的。。。
你曾说过，我可能还不够了解你，彼此彼此。。
但我真的想真心对你说。。
我
爱
你。。。。

Band n drumline competition are now over, months of sacrifices under the sun and as well as studies rewarded us with 2nd place, and believe me, i screwed some part of it.

During drumline,walked into the field with confidence, believing that i was prepared and will not do mistake, but halfway trough it, my drum mallet dropped off from my hand, i panicked and i quickly pick it back up.
Out of the field, i was so afraid that what happened back there would drag the whole team down. Believe me, i had tears around my eyes, but i just hid it away....
Thankfully we entered battle phase with ShanTao..but still i can't help but blame myself for not doing good enough....

A letter to u through words

Dear M.C.

I really like u in the past few months.
But now, you taught me something,
you taught me to no longer like you,
but to love you.
TQ

Sincerely
From Dr3w @ka Fay

Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't let go ! then juz continue going onwards!! OHY YeH!!
I'm sure of it! im postive of it! YeaHyur!!
I'm not gonna let u rip my love towards u!!
GOing forward!!! TOwards U!!! <3!!!

希望与失望

看着人家拍托，好羡慕啊。。
看看自己，还是老样子，单身一族呀。。
努力过了，坚持与付出也不缺，
还是改变不了老天爷残酷的决定。。
一段无结局的感人曲作为开幕，
一串无希望的夜明珠作为落幕。

Long time no Blog. haih....

Its such a long time since i last blogged, well at least it saved all the crap . haha,
be back when i get my laptop =3

Reconnected

Last night i replied back a text msg that i recieved last year's October, upon pressing the send button, i was still doubting myself, asking myself..was this the right thing to do?

We chatted, like long lost friends, but the wall i built will never disappear.

解铃还需系铃人，心病还需心药医 .

She was once the one i cared, the one i loved, the one i sees her as my sister.

But thats all past tense yeh?

Hereby i dedicate a song to her

HACk Hack HACKS!!!

Recently got myself so into hacking maplestory,

going through lotsa forums, downloading tools,

failing, success, failing again and again,

tried alot of hacks, try untill im tired,

and lost the mood to play the game.

Sigh.....

2nd Month of My Form5 Life

Its now FeB and SPm is definitely giving its pressure from everyside of school life.

Previously wrote a letter to apply taking Biology and Physics rejected ,

everyone who wrote the letter had the same fate =(

LokYuk is great in other aspects , EXCEPT the RIDICulous "si botak"

Not going to elaborate about it here, or this post will end up with curses. =D

This year, re-joined School band, which is risky due to missing classes,

and now i'm form5, last year in school, sitting for SPM around 9months later.

Hope i can cope with studies.

Chinese new year was kinda dull this year, not really fun compared to previous years,

Nostalgic feelings =D

Gaming, don't think i can let it go YET, gg.com >.<"

Money money, easy come easy go, which is bad.

Hard to believe i can use rm50 in a shot on Magic(a card game FYI)

My fountain of inspiration ran out and i think its time to end this post.

Cya!

Late 2010 YES!! (Year End Summary)

Yay! Finally free to update my blog. Not really elaborating much this time. Last year , was fun, was boomed by "u know who"..Nah, not Voldermort Ofcourse. Haha.

2010 really cannot recall some events already, so i'll just skip it, most memorable is the Mpp obviously. During 2010 i'm not proud to say that i slack off way too much. WAY TO MUCH!!!

So now I'm stranded in 5S4 *sigh* . Appealing was done, hope approved ><...

Online gamings rush like mad, reaaaaaaal mad. During holidays morning group study, afternoon till midnight online gaming , haha. It was sure fun but tiring..New year 1/1/11 frenz all online gaming, including Joanna, Miy, Hew Fook Ming and others. All mad maple =)

2011 spm lor, cannot game as much as before already. Paling paling pergi jadi ppl's affair punya lightbulb. haha * she'll kill me for this*

One more thing thx to miy, push me off the edge already and fell into the canyon =)

Simple Post 2011

My new year haven't started. Hah. 3R~reduce reduce reduce