Its midnight and i should be in bed...but this thing has been on my mind quite for ahwhile...i posted it on FAcebook too, "should i turn back or go on"

I really had no idea why i gave up last time, for another.
but ended in failure. Gaving up makes me realise i wasted my time on something unreal...Do i need to pass through failure to realise the truth??

The price paid i greater than what i expected. The unexpected price is my friendship with her...utterly destroyed me, and that was a few weeks left b4 PMR. My mind is all about her and i really like "no mood" study.

Now i realise my past is far better than her, but....
should i turn back or go on....