Belated? 2013 wrap up

Looking back 2013, I could say that it was the best year I ever had.

Being in form6 really sucks, but new friends made it much better and fun.

I'm glad I was able to hangout with more often.

Not to mention I was not SOLO this year during 7k,

all this years running all by myself is just plain lonely

2013 taught me several important stuffs,

including having more patience and being more considerate.

However I became more selfish in a way or another.

Upon thinking, its been years since i felt satisfied with the year that i spent.

I pray that 2014 will be a better than 2013 =D

My best memories of  the year!!

PS: We did a "Whose line was it anyways" this year. Too bad no one had it recorded.

Random stuffs

It's been a while since i last blogged,

or you could say since i last logged in.

First thing i did here was read all the

blog posts my friends posted.

Among them was one post,

it made me think for a moment.

Event hosting, its never easy.

From getting people to respond to it

and getting people to attend it.

Not a easy job.

However it is heartbreaking sometimes

when guests are invited yet they do not

give any appropriate responses.

Whats more if they did not appear as promised.

Well i actually feel bad

for someone who organized events but

ended up in disappointment.

Some are just really occupied or no transportation,

but some are just fooling around or

just ignoring the effort being put in.

Anyways I'll just ended it here,

ran out of idea due to coldness..brrrr

My thoughts

Not aiming anyone this time but just purely my thoughts.

Self-reflection is important.
Too less of it, may make you arrogant, oblivious even.
Self-worth is important.
Yet, too much of it may make you egotistic.
Having a stand on your belief is important.
But respecting other people's point of view is equally important

(Extracted from Jo's post)

It's not just me who need self reflection at some point you know.

You never respected other's opinion,

and you stand your ground that you are correct about something.

Everytime we saw someone, comments comes from you again.

"She's/ He's ugly,fat,short,shy, blah blah blah"

Who gave you the permission to say someone is ugly?

Who gave you the permission to say someone is pretty?

Who gave you the permission to judge a book by its cover?

Who gave you the permission to call someone noob?

Who gave you the permisson to call someone fat?

Tell me,

who did gave you those permissions?

Ask deep within yourself and you will realise

no one every gave you such permissions.

Not God, not your parents, not your friends.

NO ONE.

My friends said that i have problems in accepting other's view on something,

but how different are they?

Sometimes you said you told me something,

but i forgot, and you got mad, and I'm the guilty one.

However, when you missed out what I told you,

the blame is put on me, as if i didnt notify you of anything.

Miscommunications occur in daily lifes,

Misunderstanding happens every minute.

Think before you start judging.

Calling me "Incompetence asshole" ?

Are you no different?

Some humans get mad at real trivial stuffs, and start scolding other's.

"Asshole, F***kers, Noob, Motherhen, etc etc"

Who ever gave you such permission?

You are not perfect yourself, therefore you have no right to scold others.

When you think your opinion is not accepted by others, you might want to spend few moments and think.

Did you accept theirs?

Instead of starting your curse and swears, ponder into it,

and you will realise we are no difference.

"there are also times that we are in the wrong group of people.

Life is all about trying and exploring.

You gotta keep trying to find your group and fit in.

I once was in the wrong group of people, being with them brings no happiness to me.

Hence, I left them and join the other group."

(Extracted from Winnee's post)

This is indeed something always swirling in my mind.

They are hurting me so much, why i not i just leave these friends,

joining the other side would be much happier.

Why not leave?

Personally, its because i still consider you as a friend.

I know its not gonna do me good, I know I'm gonna fail if I continue to head that direction.

But sorry, I'm born like that.

Cause I completely agree with

"Friendship is a precious thing in life"

Before I end, don't remind me saying "you also or what". I know.

Valentines~~~

Valentines is around the corner,

and instead of wasting my time dealing with unnessecary peeps,

so i decided to post this instead =D

Happy Valentines Friends! =)

I know im an anime freak =D

Religions? Sensitive issue

I'm not that religious

However after watching a particular video on youtube,

I start to dislike it after 8minutes of playing.

The video shows that long long time ago

the ancient gods of china and western countries,

specificly Shang Ti and God were a similar being,

thats what i understood from the video.

God do exist, yes. He exists.

You believe in Him, He exists.

You don't, He don't.

However i believe more in miracles than god,

Don't ask me why, i don't know

I attended religious activities before,

but none seemed to appeal to me.

So this is how i am now,

Not so religious at all,

altough i still do practice

some religion activities occasionally.

So i'll post the video link here to share

with my fellow visitors,

as i have a multiracial visitor here.

don't be stingy =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=DA-AkJzpKmg

*notice comments are disabled in the video. I believe enabling it would bring flammings

to this video*

Now i personally don't like this video is...

Lets just say, he did not consider

and bring the

opinions,

and feelings

of NON CHRISTIANS

into his calculations.

Oh well lets not bring everything out here,

as i said,

Religions, Sensitive Issue

Poker Face

Do believed that most people on this planet called

Earth knows and listens to Lady Gaga's Poker Face.

Quite a famous one and one of my favourite songs.

However this time I'm not gonna talk about

the lyrics and anything related to the song.

Poker Face referred to wikipedia means

Any similar expression used to prevent giving away one's motives, feelings, or situation.

In daily life, not everything goes according to our likings.

Some cases we can put on a frown of dislike or disagreement,

but sometimes we have to just smile and accept it for a moment.

When we met unfavourable conditions,

its not always pushing the

exit button is gonna work.

It differs among peoples and situations.

For example, if a community rejects you,

do you think pushing the exit button is a possible route for all?

If you are working in a company, where your boss, colleagues

dislike your presence and seperates you from them,

is there a need to quit because of such matters?

See beyond the limits of being outcasted and

learn from them, take in their good and recognize their bad.

It will benefit you in life.

However, if you step out of that particular circle,

You learn nothing.

You just learned how to avoid.

And you just narrowed down

your social life.

So....why not just put on your best poker face

and continue your life like normal.

And also..mind to join me a game of poker? =P

Who am i suppose to trust? You? Him? or Her?

Who am i suppose to trust nowadays?

You? or Him? or Her?

Mr S. is one of the double face friends i unmasked.

Don't wish to unmask another one.

Sooo to one of my friend, you forgotten when i was left out,

no matter, you follow my blog right? so im gonna tell u here when.

Form3 year end if not mistaken, you peeps when for movies,

and didn't even bother to call me and ask am i free.

The answer u gave me after i realised i was left out was~

"oh, i though u were hanging out with the seniors"

That was the 1st time.

So this time, i was asking why i was left out again.

I wasn't that pissed when i wasn't invited,

I was furious when i get this respond.

"

• dont believe

• just deem that this event doesnt exist

"

It just made clear what you didn't explain.

I don't mind what u feel if you really are reading this.

Have you ever felt the feeling being left out again and again?

Hence...i chose to believe her instead of you.

Ms J, sorry again if i sounded like scolding =X

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