A day at teh beach~~

I <3 u

A confession before SPM~ 私はあなたに天使が大好きです。。

没有你，我不知现在我是怎样过接下来的九个小时。没有你的鼓励，我不知我会不会带着期待着明天的心情。

朋友都给予了我许许多多的推动力与祝福，但若没有你的一封简单的短讯，没你为我的加油，想必定没有勇气向前看，面对考验。

虽然我不知你知不知你在我心中有多重要，我也不知我在你心中是怎样扮演什么角色，但这都不重要了，因为你给了我勇气，无论结果是喜是悲，也无所谓了。我期待！08/12/2011 将是会是打破沉默的时候！！

私はあなたに天使が大好きです。。

MPP 2011

17th of September 2011, a night where all prefects
relax and have fun,
everyone wore their best attire, including myself.
Guys are stunning in their coats and vests and girls,
my god, they are HOT!!!
Form4 girls are no longer look like Form4 in their dresses,
especially Michelle Marcus, Lim Jia Yen, Kwan Yung Shen and many more.

Altough at 1st hopes weren't high for everyone

when some heard about the food, the small place,

but hey, it wasn't so bad afterall. =)

Form 4 ajks had obviously put in the best they can present.

Performance roll in one after the other.

There was singing and also the ajk performance.

I'm suprised myself of them bringing back Limbo back into dinners like this,

and thats right after we had our dinner.

Annual event of the year,

Prom King and Queen this year is done by selecting 20 random prefects,

10 male and 10 females, pairing up by drawing numbers.

I was one of the lucky ones being selected and i ended up pairing with Angel.

The akwardness when we are required to walk in and do some couple sort of posing.

After some time, one by one each pair walked up to the stage and posed.

My heart thumped against my chest

as it was my 1st time holding a girl by her waist and so closely.

After everyone posed, we returned to our seats and enjoy the following performance.

I managed to record Bryan's performance and i must say,

altough he did not play those pop songs like other did, he is goooD.

Not forgetting the lucky draw part, there was a table,

where almost every one of their ticket numbers being announced.

Really lucky.

Soon, the party had to come to an end and its prize giving time.

Khor won the best attire with his full white theme.

I was usually the one sitting at the back row clapping and cheering.

However i was both shocked and overwhelmed with joy this year,

when announced that I and Angel won Prom King and Queen.

My feelings at that very moment is beyond words for me to explain.

I guess i'll end it here for now.

I'm having a feeling i'm gonna start boring readers by now.

Photos below (taken from my cam as well as from other sources =)

Cya for the next update :)

talking with u sometimes makes me wanna shoot myself. Is this a test? Or a rejection?
And because of that, i started finding other girls who are my friends to talk.

Who am i to u actually? A friend? Or just some passerby in ur life...

歌唱？算了吧

今年的歌唱比赛又来咯，原本是想参与的，可是追后却放弃了。

唉。。。。

到底是没有所需要的勇气呢？还是另有其因?

想唱的歌是谢和旋（应该是打错）的“牵心万苦”

但。。。。唉。。。算了。。。。胆小鬼 =.=

好的事情

好的事情,

真的有好的事情吗？

说该结束了，

但有开始吗？

听着《严爵 好的事情》这首歌时，

脑子里就浮现那些话。。

脑子知道是不该妒忌，不该心痛，也不该往后看，

但，心，始终不轮到我控制。。

十四年，忽略了你的存在，

太迟了，太迟了。。

现在，我们只有在虚拟世界里聊，

在真实生活中，犹如一道墙隔开着

我还能做什么来弥补这一切，

还是这就是人说的 “再错的事见遇上对的人，在对的事见遇上错的人”

每天经过你班，看见你，我的心酸

没看见你，心也有酸溜溜的感觉。。

我真的不知该如何救救我自己

脑子与心还是无法同步化

放下了，放下了， 这是给一只记得谎言吗？
脑子接受了现实，失败了，心碎了。。
但我心还是无法放下，无法接受啊。。。
怎么办，怎么办。。。
看见她与他在一起时，虽然知道不该吃醋，不该妒忌，
但还是无法阻止那感觉的出现。。
从来都没试过这样的妒忌。。。
也许是我闯出来的祸吧。。
也许是我是真心的爱她。。
也许。。。使我根本就不该出现在彼此的世界里。。
真得好辛苦，好心酸。。。。
谁来解救我阿。。。。@.@